hi there.

my thought process absolutely annoys the fuck out of me. i can be in the car going somewhere and out of thin air i think of something clever to share with you guys but when i sit down to actually write, i draw blanks. no, this isn't one of those times. i just feel the need to update considering i haven't in months. nothing has been going on with me lately i'm still ,embarrassingly enough, stuck in the exact same rut i was in months ago. it's been a year and i've barely moved. well, i take that back. i have made the necessary steps in the general direction i want to go, it's just focusing on the task at hand that has me in a bind. therefore, i am here and not there. i really don't want to go into much detail seeing as though i always seem to get ahead of myself and i do very well believe in jinxing a situation. but i will leave you with that for a while until i'm comfortable enough to actually open up with the goings-ons of my life. i'm back in full half effect.